Wednesday, August 27, 2003
UNIV 100 i'm kinda glad that i started to do something "productive". but i kinda miss the days where i'd just veg in front of the computer/TV. I've met a couple of people already. They're cool. One works at coldstones [and is trying to recuit me], another has filipino friends and thought "pekpek mo" was a name of a Sanrio character [until he called his friend that. lol] I met a girl who likes bowling too! See.. on the first day of school we were suppose to introduce ourselves by saying our name, something ordinary about us, and something unordinary. So i said.. "Hi, my name is Emierald and i'm from Cerritos [thinking THAT was ordinary] and i don't know what's unordinary about myself." He asked what is there in cerritos that i do.. and thinking everything i do is ordinary.. in CERRITOS.. i called it an asain town. Then i thought, "I like bowling even though i rarely go." Then he said, "well that's unordinary nowadays." then i started talking to this girl during one of our tours and she said she just went bowling last night with her friends. Then the WHOLE day, they were referring to my "love for bowling" by mentioning clubs, leagues, and the bowling alley even though i just said it was something i like to do when i have the time. And now i'm known as the girl who "loves to bowl". eh, it's a start. Gotta start somewhere right? wutever. It's fun though.. i guess.. besides the whole lecture portion of it. We're going to walk to the Japanese Garden tomorrow. =) must put on some walking shoes... or flip flops.. which ever i grab first out of my closet.
fatima days my sister started school yesterday. It made me miss the days when i went to school and saw the same people for 9 years. I kinda miss the uniform too because you didn't have to think about what to wear for school. but then again.. naw. regular clothes are better just cuz it's more comfortable. O man. and all the parents taking pictures of their kids with their friends. yeah, i was the one taking pictures. Man, so this is my little taste of motherhood. I was more excited for my sister than my sister was... just cuz it hasn't been long since i got out of that school, and i still remember what it was like growing up there. I hope she'll have just as a good time as i did when i went [besides drama of course]. I was having breakfast with my mom today and i was telling her how my sister might not be able to grow up with a sister in the house. By the time she's in 8th grade i might be out of college with a job and living outside of home. Then her hard high school days will come and i'm not there to help her through the high school drama. Sometimes i think my sister will be jipped out of the whole being a sister thing.. and so will i. but i know i'll try my hardest to be the best sister i can be. To beat up a boy if i have to, or slap that bitch.. but only with my sister's permission cuz i don't wanna do something that'll embarass her... but of course i'll tell childhood stories to her prom date. ;) i feel so.........OLD.
fatima days my sister started school yesterday. It made me miss the days when i went to school and saw the same people for 9 years. I kinda miss the uniform too because you didn't have to think about what to wear for school. but then again.. naw. regular clothes are better just cuz it's more comfortable. O man. and all the parents taking pictures of their kids with their friends. yeah, i was the one taking pictures. Man, so this is my little taste of motherhood. I was more excited for my sister than my sister was... just cuz it hasn't been long since i got out of that school, and i still remember what it was like growing up there. I hope she'll have just as a good time as i did when i went [besides drama of course]. I was having breakfast with my mom today and i was telling her how my sister might not be able to grow up with a sister in the house. By the time she's in 8th grade i might be out of college with a job and living outside of home. Then her hard high school days will come and i'm not there to help her through the high school drama. Sometimes i think my sister will be jipped out of the whole being a sister thing.. and so will i. but i know i'll try my hardest to be the best sister i can be. To beat up a boy if i have to, or slap that bitch.. but only with my sister's permission cuz i don't wanna do something that'll embarass her... but of course i'll tell childhood stories to her prom date. ;) i feel so.........OLD.
Monday, August 25, 2003
Goodbye summer.. hello school. Where has the summer gone? It's too soon for me to start school. I was loving summer too. This year has been my best summer so far. I think it's because i was able to do more of what i WANTED to do... and i had a car to take me there. So it was fun. but now that school has started [but not officially], i feel like kicking on the floor and screaming. WHHAAA!! *sigh* i had a moment of relief for a minute. ok so this UNIV 100 isn't all the bad.. just my teacher. I already have an essay to write. wtf? he's a math professor.. not a friggin' english professor. so why is he even assigning a friggin' essay taht he's not even going to grade before the end of the week. personally, a person that'll do that is crazy.. then again.. i think my teacher's crazy. why do i always get the harder teachers? bah! Mike Yi didn't get HW.. Sagita only had to read.. and her i am.. writing a friggin' easy on the HIGHLIGHTS of my HS education. =( i am trully saddened because even in the stoopidest class i ahve to write a friggin' essay. what does that tell you about all the harder stuff?? at least i'm only taking 5 days of this crap. NOt a whole semester. ;) so HORRAY for that!................... i was really enjoying summer. and i didn't get to go skate depot yet! or even bowling which i've been planning BEFORE school started. And the day that i actually could, it was too damn expensive. So where are those coupons, phan? [jk ;) ] summer went by TOO fast for me. I guess it's cuz i had something to do almost everyday.. pick up kyle, pick up solar, pick up mom, run errands... yep.. summer was more eventful that's for sure. and more exciting cuz i felt a sense of independence having the car to myself. ;) ok.. i REALLY need to get started on HW.. bah.................
Sunday, August 24, 2003
Sex Mathematics haha. i got the following email from my mom:
This is amazing SEX math!!!!!!! DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It only takes about a minute....... Work this out as you read. Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun (& it's about sex). First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have sex (try for more than once but less than 10). Multiply this number by 2 (Just to be bold) Add 5. (for Friday Night) Multiply it by 50 (being a bit stupid)
I'll wait while you get the calculator................
If you have already had your birthday this year add 1753.... If you haven't, add 1752 .......... Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. (if you remember). You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number (how many times you want to have sex each week). The next two numbers are your age. IMPRESSIVE ISN'T IT?
ah hahahhaha! and the funny thing is.. it REALLY WORKS! My mom wanted me to try it. I told her i didn't know how many times i would want to have sex a week. personally, i never thought about the number of times... so i said.. i dunno.. 4 [ i didn't want to push my luck.. she might think i might become a sex-aholic when i get married]. Then we tried it with different numbers. she put down 9. I was like.. how can you do it 9 times inna week?? there are only 7 days. AH HAHAHA stoopid me, i forgot you can do it MULTIPLE times a day. just goes to show that i'm still innocent. ;)
UNIVERSITY 100 no!! going back to school! aahhhhh! it's a whole new setting with totally different people. imma a bit.. SCARED. just because, i'll be sitting from 1 - 3.45 PM.. that's a pretty long time if you ask me. It's almost like Fatima where we have to sit from lunch until the end of the day [ 12:30 - 2:45 PM.. ack.. it's no wonder we all came out ANTSY]. I also dislike knowing the fact that i'm not going to be able to sit down and eat [more like share] lunch with my HS friends, or joke around.. no more jrome slapping my ass, thong telling me i had arthritis, solar poking/hitting/talking with me, and NO MORE being teased by all three of them about my ghetto booty and my "girls". Yes, it did feel a little degrading because it's all they make fun of me for, but it was all in good humor, and i'm going to miss lunch @ HS.... no more random talks with phan, butt bumps with kristen, or even handing out christmas gifts/cards to people before winter break. no more "HUG DAY".. no more grams.. no more DRAMA [i think that's the only thing that i'm NOT going to miss ;) ] ack.. if i keep on going.. imma make myself feel sad... i don't cry.. remember? haha jk.
This is amazing SEX math!!!!!!! DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It only takes about a minute....... Work this out as you read. Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun (& it's about sex). First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have sex (try for more than once but less than 10). Multiply this number by 2 (Just to be bold) Add 5. (for Friday Night) Multiply it by 50 (being a bit stupid)
I'll wait while you get the calculator................
If you have already had your birthday this year add 1753.... If you haven't, add 1752 .......... Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. (if you remember). You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number (how many times you want to have sex each week). The next two numbers are your age. IMPRESSIVE ISN'T IT?
ah hahahhaha! and the funny thing is.. it REALLY WORKS! My mom wanted me to try it. I told her i didn't know how many times i would want to have sex a week. personally, i never thought about the number of times... so i said.. i dunno.. 4 [ i didn't want to push my luck.. she might think i might become a sex-aholic when i get married]. Then we tried it with different numbers. she put down 9. I was like.. how can you do it 9 times inna week?? there are only 7 days. AH HAHAHA stoopid me, i forgot you can do it MULTIPLE times a day. just goes to show that i'm still innocent. ;)
UNIVERSITY 100 no!! going back to school! aahhhhh! it's a whole new setting with totally different people. imma a bit.. SCARED. just because, i'll be sitting from 1 - 3.45 PM.. that's a pretty long time if you ask me. It's almost like Fatima where we have to sit from lunch until the end of the day [ 12:30 - 2:45 PM.. ack.. it's no wonder we all came out ANTSY]. I also dislike knowing the fact that i'm not going to be able to sit down and eat [more like share] lunch with my HS friends, or joke around.. no more jrome slapping my ass, thong telling me i had arthritis, solar poking/hitting/talking with me, and NO MORE being teased by all three of them about my ghetto booty and my "girls". Yes, it did feel a little degrading because it's all they make fun of me for, but it was all in good humor, and i'm going to miss lunch @ HS.... no more random talks with phan, butt bumps with kristen, or even handing out christmas gifts/cards to people before winter break. no more "HUG DAY".. no more grams.. no more DRAMA [i think that's the only thing that i'm NOT going to miss ;) ] ack.. if i keep on going.. imma make myself feel sad... i don't cry.. remember? haha jk.
so long, friend.. i just got back from my friend James's going away party. It was really nice just seeing everyone again. It was like a mini Fatima reunion. Man, it was weird though cuz now it's like GOODBYE for real. it's not a "imma go to a different high school which is only across town" goodbye.. but a "i'm gonna be 5 hours away or imma be out of state" goodbye. And then it hit me on how much i will miss people. There are only TWO reasons why i miss people. 1) Because I didn't get to really KNOW them and i WISHED i did and 2) Because they've made a significant impact on my life. Other people i just couldn't careless if i kept in touch with them or not. It would be nice if i did but it's not life impacting you know? I know i don't sound as caring saying that, but it's the truth. Some people come and go. I just don't get attached to some people. I'm also comfortable with the fact that if a person was REALLY my friend, they'd make an effort to talk to me. So if i'm able to keep in touch with my friends from Fatima and HS throughout college, that would be a major accomplishment. Cuz by then, i'd know who would stick by my side. I would definitely take my chances and be by their side, but if the feelings not mutual then at least i tried.
"You never stop loving a person. You just learn to live without them." and that's exactly what moving on means. so have a fun time at Santa Clara, James. Take care of yourselves at USC, Charisma & Amy. Don't party too hard @ Rice, Christina. I miss you already.
"You never stop loving a person. You just learn to live without them." and that's exactly what moving on means. so have a fun time at Santa Clara, James. Take care of yourselves at USC, Charisma & Amy. Don't party too hard @ Rice, Christina. I miss you already.
