And the BEAT goes on

"when it rains.. it pours" but then the sun comes out and the birds start singing again.. right? all i can say is that from last friday to this friday has been a REALLY bad week, emotionally. Last friday i cried tears, and exactly a week later I cried a river. I literally ended my first week of college with a BANG... on the 605 south. ugh, i just hope my insurance won't be too high. I seriously don't know who's fault it is. How can you actually pin point the blame in a chain reaction? It can be the first car, the last car, or someone in the middle.. ack. So i had to skip school today because there's no way im going to school and actually concentrate. I was all to shooken up. In a way it made me appreciate life a little more. But at the same time i thought, WHY NOW?! Damn.. i'm still a minor, i'm turing 18 in a couple weeks, and it just had to happen NOW. If i had taken side streets like i originally planned, i could have avoided the whole thing. It was like it was planned out though. See, I went to the post office to mail a letter. Then i realized I put it in without a stamp. So i had to wait in line to get the letter back, to the the car to get some change to buy a stamp. Then I hit traffic on surface streets, so i said why not go on freeway. I was suppose to get off at willow, but i missed the exit cuz no one would let me through. So i was planning to exit on Katella. I missed that exit too. So i decide to switch lanes to get on the 405 so i can turn around and get willow. but NO..... so instead of my original plan to take surface streets, i ran my errand early and ended up with no car in the end. It's gonna be fixed, but my car was leaking fluid like CRAZY. It's drivable still. So that's good. ugh.. but seriously, this whole week as been one emotional roller coaster. Once i actually let it go, i got into my first accident. WHY NOW?! bah.. it's no use. Everything will be alright. Thanks to solar and kristen for being there. I needed some uplifting after all of this. I enjoyed watching "robin hood" and the talks... and the papa johns! lol. Sorry, i got so paranoid when you were driving, solar.
college life I guess the only good about this week is that i got to meet some kool people. I got to see arnold make his speech [at least the beginning of it]. I got kool teachers [esp. my Dance professor]. I also got to see cerritos people there. I got a surprise visit from solar today. I had a good long talk with kristen last night. I set my mind straight.

so yeah.. i think my week started with a drizzle and ended with a thunderstorm. Luckily there were moments when it was "partly cloudy" with a bit sun, but i guess i'm still a little shooken up.. my eyes are all puffed up.. =(